<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791</id><updated>2012-02-17T02:10:47.798+05:30</updated><category term='Motherhood'/><category term='Suicide'/><category term='Marriage'/><category term='Frustration'/><category term='Musings'/><category term='Heartbreak'/><category term='Decisions'/><category term='Realisations'/><category term='Hope'/><category term='Desire'/><category term='Family'/><category term='Friendship'/><category term='Loneliness'/><category term='Repentance'/><category term='Women'/><category term='Goodbye'/><category term='Fear'/><category term='Gratitude'/><category term='Parents'/><category term='Life'/><category term='Fantasy'/><category term='Love'/><category term='Faith'/><category term='Pain'/><category term='Sects'/><category term='Dreams'/><category term='Religion'/><category term='Thought'/><title type='text'>Poems</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>34</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-5824855423220051911</id><published>2009-12-10T23:31:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2009-12-10T23:33:00.990+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Religion'/><title type='text'>O Ramazan</title><content type='html'>O Ramazan&lt;br /&gt;You are here at last&lt;br /&gt;O days I pray to my Lord&lt;br /&gt;At length&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May you be blessed&lt;br /&gt;May you be long&lt;br /&gt;Yet as I know..&lt;br /&gt;You will soon be gone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Give me the strength&lt;br /&gt;To make the most&lt;br /&gt;To repent all I can&lt;br /&gt;And to prepare for my ultimate end&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O Ramazan pass by slow&lt;br /&gt;Give me the privilege&lt;br /&gt;Of your priceless possession&lt;br /&gt;Mercy from my Lord and Forgiveness for all&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-5824855423220051911?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/5824855423220051911/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=5824855423220051911' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/5824855423220051911'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/5824855423220051911'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2009/12/o-ramazan.html' title='O Ramazan'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-8747013345561327601</id><published>2009-12-10T23:27:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2009-12-10T23:30:10.708+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Religion'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Realisations'/><title type='text'>I do not belong</title><content type='html'>I do not belong&lt;br /&gt;Neither here nor there&lt;br /&gt;I was born to belong&lt;br /&gt;To a selected few&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But then I questioned&lt;br /&gt;The logic of a group&lt;br /&gt;I understood belief and goodness&lt;br /&gt;Was all that was needed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I therefore choose&lt;br /&gt;Someone from both&lt;br /&gt;Now we walk&lt;br /&gt;Our destined born paths&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Together&lt;br /&gt;Yet separate&lt;br /&gt;The days have come&lt;br /&gt;When we both realize&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This stark difference&lt;br /&gt;We are bound to compromise&lt;br /&gt;The hurt is there&lt;br /&gt;On both the harbor ends&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And we remain&lt;br /&gt;...I remain&lt;br /&gt;Swimming afloat&lt;br /&gt;In no man's land&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-8747013345561327601?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/8747013345561327601/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=8747013345561327601' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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Believe And Do Good</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;We both believe in the same God&lt;br /&gt;but we look at each other&lt;br /&gt;thinking.. "He is doomed"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We both believe in the same Messenger&lt;br /&gt;Who taught us to pray and be charitable&lt;br /&gt;Yet we fight over folded hands and straight ones&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We both know we are returning to Allah&lt;br /&gt;Who will judge the most meritious&lt;br /&gt;Yet we decide for ourselves who will be sucessful and who will not&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And in the midst of all these chaos&lt;br /&gt;are the true believers&lt;br /&gt;they hear not vile nor the noise&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they go ahead in life&lt;br /&gt;Living the true spirit of Islam&lt;br /&gt;knowing that above all these, all you need&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;is "To believe and do good"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-386833898168590797?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-5554065416342475793</id><published>2008-10-31T00:49:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2008-10-31T00:54:35.497+05:30</updated><title type='text'>New York, New York my heart sings</title><content type='html'>New york, New york my heart sings&lt;br /&gt;as I crave for the city that is&lt;br /&gt;What a colorful history&lt;br /&gt;What an enchanting city&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I do feel like coming back to you&lt;br /&gt;read about you, know about you&lt;br /&gt;work within you&lt;br /&gt;stay with you, live with you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes indeed I am enchanted&lt;br /&gt;with the land of migrants&lt;br /&gt;of hats and gowns of the past&lt;br /&gt;and the garden of present&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-5173751097408430013</id><published>2008-09-19T16:51:00.003+05:30</published><updated>2008-09-19T16:57:06.371+05:30</updated><title type='text'>O Ramzan</title><content type='html'>O Ramzan O Ramzan&lt;br /&gt;O the holy month of Allah&lt;br /&gt;please don't go away&lt;br /&gt;please don't go away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's in you that I find peace&lt;br /&gt;It's in you that I am truly happy&lt;br /&gt;thirst and hunger matters not&lt;br /&gt;for Rememberance of my Lord is foremost&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O dear month of all&lt;br /&gt;You come bringing mercy, forgiveness and freedom from Hell&lt;br /&gt;You come bringing good news and delight&lt;br /&gt;O dear month, please don't go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We sleep away, we don't make the most of your days&lt;br /&gt;but we love you and we want you&lt;br /&gt;It's when you are here&lt;br /&gt;that we open our purses and help the poor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's when you are here that we are kind and generous&lt;br /&gt;we read the Holy Book of God&lt;br /&gt;We praise His name Morn and Evening&lt;br /&gt;We become good and avoid evil&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't we want to be like that always?&lt;br /&gt;Don't we want the doors of heaven open always?&lt;br /&gt;Don't we want the favour of our Lord always?&lt;br /&gt;Then why do you pass my us in just 30 days?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O Ramzan, O the holy month&lt;br /&gt;Make us victorious&lt;br /&gt;Make us joyous&lt;br /&gt;I know you have to leave once day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But we pray,&lt;br /&gt;that we be alive next year,&lt;br /&gt;to be with you again&lt;br /&gt;and to say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O Ramzan O Ramzan&lt;br /&gt;O the holy month of God&lt;br /&gt;We welcome you&lt;br /&gt;We welcome you again :)&lt;div 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Ramzan'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-719330431746940649</id><published>2008-07-15T02:09:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2008-07-15T02:22:52.722+05:30</updated><title type='text'>My dear husband</title><content type='html'>I see my husband&lt;br /&gt;I see happiness&lt;br /&gt;I hug him close&lt;br /&gt;and plant an affectionate kiss on his cheek&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looks up to me&lt;br /&gt;a look that says&lt;br /&gt;you have lite my world&lt;br /&gt;with a thousand bright lights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I splash water at him&lt;br /&gt;even run away from him&lt;br /&gt;he runs after me&lt;br /&gt;and we end up laughing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;where... I cannot tell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look at my husband&lt;br /&gt;and really ask myself&lt;br /&gt;"Is he really mine?"&lt;br /&gt;"Is this a dream?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and when at times we disagree&lt;br /&gt;and have our famous altercations&lt;br /&gt;I realise&lt;br /&gt;yes,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is truly mine&lt;br /&gt;to hold and to love&lt;br /&gt;to punch and to dodge&lt;br /&gt;to be filled with an emotion so great&lt;br /&gt;that a word is yet to define&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but he fills up all my veins&lt;br /&gt;and this feeling&lt;br /&gt;I can never describe...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-719330431746940649?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/719330431746940649/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=719330431746940649' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/719330431746940649'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/719330431746940649'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2008/07/my-dear-husband.html' title='My dear husband'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-6302967627396905632</id><published>2008-07-15T01:59:00.002+05:30</published><updated>2008-07-15T02:06:17.927+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Caught in my own trap</title><content type='html'>I am at crossroads&lt;br /&gt;I am trapped in my own game&lt;br /&gt;I said x to some&lt;br /&gt;now I have to say y to others&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yet when they all come together&lt;br /&gt;they shall come to know&lt;br /&gt;both x and y version&lt;br /&gt;of my life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have dug up this grave&lt;br /&gt;now I  have to lie in it&lt;br /&gt;I thought I would get away with it&lt;br /&gt;but now I have to face it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So many people&lt;br /&gt;So many different things&lt;br /&gt;What is it that I believe&lt;br /&gt;should I come out in the open and spill&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am just frustrated with this situation&lt;br /&gt;trying to make one party happy&lt;br /&gt;while the other suffers&lt;br /&gt;yet I am not sure who is more important to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This society and man made laws&lt;br /&gt;Its people and their various notions&lt;br /&gt;All so crazy and all so dawdy&lt;br /&gt;To hell with them all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will do what I feel right!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the problem is....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know what is right&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-6302967627396905632?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/6302967627396905632/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=6302967627396905632' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/6302967627396905632'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/6302967627396905632'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2008/07/caught-in-my-own-trap.html' title='Caught in my own trap'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-7027435681939952691</id><published>2008-07-09T18:31:00.004+05:30</published><updated>2008-07-09T21:38:31.958+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Marriage'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Musings'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fear'/><title type='text'>I wonder why?</title><content type='html'>I wonder why&lt;br /&gt;I married you&lt;br /&gt;I wonder why&lt;br /&gt;I actually married you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what is the security I felt&lt;br /&gt;in our friendship&lt;br /&gt;or what is the fear&lt;br /&gt;of a traditionally unhappy marriage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what is that I wanted to do what I wanted to do&lt;br /&gt;and I knew you would let me do&lt;br /&gt;what I wanted to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or what is that I really liked you&lt;br /&gt;and may be even loved you&lt;br /&gt;or may be respected you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;or what is the opposite?&lt;br /&gt;that you liked me&lt;br /&gt;and fact be known&lt;br /&gt;I liked you liking me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and may be if not today&lt;br /&gt;a day will come when&lt;br /&gt;I will find myself&lt;br /&gt;liking you...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-7027435681939952691?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/7027435681939952691/comments/default' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-7458117852753336850</id><published>2008-07-09T18:09:00.004+05:30</published><updated>2008-07-09T18:44:58.736+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Frustration'/><title type='text'>I am</title><content type='html'>I am&lt;br /&gt;what I am&lt;br /&gt;and what I am&lt;br /&gt;at times I wish were not I am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I loose my temper&lt;br /&gt;and tell the other&lt;br /&gt;how dare you speak to me this way&lt;br /&gt;yet for a stranger&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it does not matter who is right or wrong&lt;br /&gt;but the one who is mad&lt;br /&gt;red and hot&lt;br /&gt;is the one who is senseless&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am becomes senseless&lt;br /&gt;and that is not what I am should be&lt;br /&gt;so I am become quite&lt;br /&gt;and people ask me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am I angry&lt;br /&gt;while I am silent&lt;br /&gt;to make me even more angry&lt;br /&gt;and I feel like resorting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Can't you see I am quite&lt;br /&gt;then why are you asking me if I am angry!&lt;br /&gt;oh how much patience it takes to control&lt;br /&gt;my anger&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel like bursting into tears&lt;br /&gt;just leave me alone&lt;br /&gt;all of you&lt;br /&gt;let me be alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and let me be at peace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it me?&lt;br /&gt;Is it I who can't handle anger&lt;br /&gt;or am I justified to say&lt;br /&gt;that the people around me&lt;br /&gt;make accusations at me&lt;br /&gt;snide remarkds&lt;br /&gt;sacarsism&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;am I not rightfully right&lt;br /&gt;to become angry?&lt;br /&gt;and then I dislike these people&lt;br /&gt;yet they are related to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so unfortunately&lt;br /&gt;I can't give a cold shoulder&lt;br /&gt;I have to live with them&lt;br /&gt;under the same roof&lt;br /&gt;and bear their 'Are you angry'&lt;br /&gt;while I am quite and indifferent to them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am right now&lt;br /&gt;troubled&lt;br /&gt;and harrassed&lt;br /&gt;emotionally&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one by who chooses to ignore me&lt;br /&gt;second by who accuses me for her carelessness&lt;br /&gt;third by my indifference to what people expect from me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and so I choose&lt;br /&gt;to be quite&lt;br /&gt;and I choose not to talk&lt;br /&gt;and not to meet&lt;br /&gt;so that i do not confront&lt;br /&gt;people whom I have hurt&lt;br /&gt;or who have hurt me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and who think&lt;br /&gt;I am&lt;br /&gt;a looser, a liability and a hot head filled with hot air&lt;br /&gt;who can't see any sense&lt;br /&gt;and takes things too sensitively&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well&lt;br /&gt;I am can become&lt;br /&gt;you don't have to bother what I am&lt;br /&gt;I am is independent and can be any day&lt;br /&gt;you don't need to talk to my head&lt;br /&gt;or listen to what I air&lt;br /&gt;no opportunity for you to reason with me&lt;br /&gt;and no contact with your character to make me sensitive&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as much as I would like that&lt;br /&gt;I am afraid it cant be&lt;br /&gt;I guess I have to bear their attitudes&lt;br /&gt;like I said&lt;br /&gt;Unfortunately,&lt;br /&gt;they are related to me.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-7458117852753336850?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/7458117852753336850/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=7458117852753336850' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/7458117852753336850'/><link rel='self' 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/&gt;my back bent&lt;br /&gt;and head down with shame&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I failed&lt;br /&gt;I failed&lt;br /&gt;I told myself I would never &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;falter&lt;/span&gt; again&lt;br /&gt;yet again...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my clothes are covered&lt;br /&gt;with the filth of my sins&lt;br /&gt;my life i feel&lt;br /&gt;is sold to the devil&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wounds gushing everywhere&lt;br /&gt;i feel the pain&lt;br /&gt;i want to straighten&lt;br /&gt;yet i do not have the strength&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how did i become like this&lt;br /&gt;why did i become like this&lt;br /&gt;am i really so weak&lt;br /&gt;that i cannot control my own destiny?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life moves on&lt;br /&gt;and as i look ahead&lt;br /&gt;i see the dark clouds&lt;br /&gt;the &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;menacing&lt;/span&gt; lighting&lt;br /&gt;and the thundering thunder&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i am so desperately&lt;br /&gt;trying to find that ray of sunshine&lt;br /&gt;that will let me know&lt;br /&gt;i will be &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;OK&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will repent&lt;br /&gt;and i will be forgiven&lt;br /&gt;and i will do good once again&lt;br /&gt;and atone my sins...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-2246617848291622497?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/2246617848291622497/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=2246617848291622497' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/2246617848291622497'/><link rel='self' 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scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>Once a upon a time...</title><content type='html'>Once upon a time&lt;br /&gt;there was a little girl&lt;br /&gt;she was fair and beautiful&lt;br /&gt;with soft black tendrils&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she was loved by her daddy&lt;br /&gt;and she looked up to him&lt;br /&gt;"You're smart and intelligent"&lt;br /&gt;he would tell her always&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she grew up thinking so&lt;br /&gt;and at every point&lt;br /&gt;her daddy urged her on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;since she was five&lt;br /&gt;she had only one dream&lt;br /&gt;some blue eyed smiling boy&lt;br /&gt;would come and hold her hand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she would be happily married&lt;br /&gt;with children around her&lt;br /&gt;a few pets&lt;br /&gt;and a nice little garden&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but her daddy said no&lt;br /&gt;he said you can't trust any colored eyes&lt;br /&gt;"You have to be strong&lt;br /&gt;on your own two feet&lt;br /&gt;you should never be&lt;br /&gt;at the mercy of anyone else"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;along the way&lt;br /&gt;many boys came&lt;br /&gt;they saw her beauty&lt;br /&gt;elegance and grace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they bent on their knees&lt;br /&gt;and asked her for her hand&lt;br /&gt;her heart grew happy&lt;br /&gt;and  turned to her dad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No"&lt;br /&gt;He would say&lt;br /&gt;"He is not the right one"&lt;br /&gt;sad and dejected, she'd say goodbye&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Daddy Daddy look, there's a boy&lt;br /&gt;he wants to be my friend&lt;br /&gt;all life long"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No"&lt;br /&gt;He would say&lt;br /&gt;"You have to first be on your feet&lt;br /&gt;and march on, shoulders square&lt;br /&gt;and take on the world"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and so...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the little girl&lt;br /&gt;marched on&lt;br /&gt;through seasons&lt;br /&gt;and through reasons&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then one day&lt;br /&gt;her daddy commando was no more&lt;br /&gt;she stood on her heels&lt;br /&gt;waiting for her command&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"March!"&lt;br /&gt;but none came&lt;br /&gt;and then the fog lifted&lt;br /&gt;and she saw&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she saw that she was all alone&lt;br /&gt;on an empty long road&lt;br /&gt;no was she a little girl&lt;br /&gt;but an old lonely woman&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;leaning on her only companion&lt;br /&gt;her walking stick&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-3741851972058164978?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/3741851972058164978/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=3741851972058164978' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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term='Loneliness'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fantasy'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>Where are you?</title><content type='html'>I wander through this world&lt;br /&gt;all alone&lt;br /&gt;I have no time&lt;br /&gt;to look by my side&lt;br /&gt;to see, where is my mate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The day rushes past so fast&lt;br /&gt;but the night confront's me&lt;br /&gt;to my emptiness&lt;br /&gt;I dread to go home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for it's a house and not really a home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then I wonder, you too must feel the same&lt;br /&gt;but then if you do&lt;br /&gt;why haven't you found me yet?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sip the cocoa and do the puzzles&lt;br /&gt;hoping they'd make me go to sleep&lt;br /&gt;when I can't figure it out.. I do&lt;br /&gt;but if I solve it&lt;br /&gt;I again keep solving&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They told me it'd be tough&lt;br /&gt;but this tough I never knew&lt;br /&gt;this heart does not agree&lt;br /&gt;to the men who have come forth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in neither do I find you&lt;br /&gt;and they have started to say&lt;br /&gt;I am too independent&lt;br /&gt;time to clip my feathers&lt;br /&gt;and put me in any cage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yet I know you are there&lt;br /&gt;for I am made from you&lt;br /&gt;If you hadn't been&lt;br /&gt;I wouldn't be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I bide my time&lt;br /&gt;It is that I have not recognised you&lt;br /&gt;even though you are right infront of me?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Therefore, it's my prayer...&lt;br /&gt;Let me find you&lt;br /&gt;for the nights are turning longer&lt;br /&gt;and the puzzels, easier&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where are you?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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/&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wait for you whole day&lt;br /&gt;yet when you come&lt;br /&gt;you're not there&lt;br /&gt;what is wrong i fail to understand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we were once so much in love&lt;br /&gt;and waited to see each other&lt;br /&gt;you looked forward to my cooking&lt;br /&gt;got me flowers and chocolates&lt;br /&gt;you told me i was your dream girl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and now&lt;br /&gt;you say nothing at all&lt;br /&gt;I talk to you&lt;br /&gt;"Need to pay the electricity bill"&lt;br /&gt;"O.K"&lt;br /&gt;"I wanted to go out with Reena"&lt;br /&gt;"Go"&lt;br /&gt;"Shall we go for dinner with our friends"&lt;br /&gt;"I'm tired"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Cold answers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it because now&lt;br /&gt;I am yours&lt;br /&gt;that I am no longer&lt;br /&gt;enchanting&lt;br /&gt;It is because a piece of paper&lt;br /&gt;makes you my husband&lt;br /&gt;that I am for granted?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will wait&lt;br /&gt;and watch&lt;br /&gt;but one day&lt;br /&gt;I will have had enough&lt;br /&gt;Your big empty house&lt;br /&gt;your fancy car&lt;br /&gt;your credit card that you ask me to use&lt;br /&gt;does not fulfil my need&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just need your love&lt;br /&gt;which you have none to spare&lt;br /&gt;I have become&lt;br /&gt;a decorative piece next to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a soul&lt;br /&gt;that can't be caged&lt;br /&gt;and fed&lt;br /&gt;I need love&lt;br /&gt;to blossom and dance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and when I know&lt;br /&gt;I will never get it&lt;br /&gt;I will silently open&lt;br /&gt;the door of your cage&lt;br /&gt;and fly away in own world out there&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-8315266238859491319?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/8315266238859491319/comments/default' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-7958853594853976451</id><published>2007-12-05T21:37:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-12-05T22:07:36.860+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Friendship'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Goodbye'/><title type='text'>All the best... Dear friend</title><content type='html'>Times have gone by my friend&lt;br /&gt;Laughing away our blues&lt;br /&gt;fighting through the projects&lt;br /&gt;submissions and deadlines&lt;br /&gt;month long examinations&lt;br /&gt;shorter than a week vacations&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think of School&lt;br /&gt;and I think of You&lt;br /&gt;You made the last two years memorable&lt;br /&gt;You stood by my side&lt;br /&gt;and never let me down&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You always encouraged me&lt;br /&gt;and got me through the difficult times&lt;br /&gt;Very rare do people find such a friend&lt;br /&gt;A friend like you!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today your dream has come true&lt;br /&gt;You have your dream job&lt;br /&gt;and you are going to leave us&lt;br /&gt;in a few days&lt;br /&gt;your eyes shine with aspirations&lt;br /&gt;your chest out with pride&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We all share your joy with you&lt;br /&gt;and wish you all the very best&lt;br /&gt;a few years down the lane&lt;br /&gt;who knows&lt;br /&gt;we might need an appointment to just say hi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now that was just a poor joke&lt;br /&gt;Don't start getting any ideas&lt;br /&gt;This heart is happy&lt;br /&gt;Happy looking at your happiness&lt;br /&gt;and this heart is heavy&lt;br /&gt;thinking&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a few more days...&lt;br /&gt;and you shall be gone&lt;br /&gt;no more will someone call me&lt;br /&gt;"Come, The professor has arrived"&lt;br /&gt;"We have an assingment to submit"&lt;br /&gt;"I will give you a call and wake you up"&lt;br /&gt;"We will complete this chapter"&lt;br /&gt;"This is how it's done"&lt;br /&gt;"You are my Guru"&lt;br /&gt;"Come to college!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And just so many tiny little things you did...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you my friend&lt;br /&gt;for these two wonderful years&lt;br /&gt;I will cherish them&lt;br /&gt;and I hope we can work together&lt;br /&gt;again&lt;br /&gt;soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;InshaAllah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Till that time, dost&lt;br /&gt;Take care of yourself&lt;br /&gt;and I pray for you&lt;br /&gt;a very successful life ahead.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will miss you!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-7958853594853976451?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/7958853594853976451/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=7958853594853976451' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/7958853594853976451'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/7958853594853976451'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/12/all-best-dear-friend.html' title='All the best... Dear friend'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-2817724284134167222</id><published>2007-12-02T23:57:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-12-02T23:58:17.786+05:30</updated><title type='text'>Happy Birthday.. Dearest Mommy</title><content type='html'>Dearest Mummy,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the blessed day&lt;br /&gt;God sent you to earth&lt;br /&gt;to be my mom&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the blessed day&lt;br /&gt;you opened your eyes&lt;br /&gt;and cried out to the world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here I am&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the day&lt;br /&gt;a strong woman was born&lt;br /&gt;who was to have two daughters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;look up and admire her&lt;br /&gt;have her beauty&lt;br /&gt;and have her grace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the day&lt;br /&gt;when I get a chance&lt;br /&gt;to remember you whole day&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and have a prayer&lt;br /&gt;that may you live&lt;br /&gt;beyond me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that I may have you&lt;br /&gt;by my side always&lt;br /&gt;and have the comfort of your arms&lt;br /&gt;the sweetness of your voice&lt;br /&gt;the silkiness of your hair&lt;br /&gt;the naughtiness of your eyes&lt;br /&gt;the spring in your body&lt;br /&gt;the courage of your heart&lt;br /&gt;the strong will of yourself&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and today is a day&lt;br /&gt;I think back and say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wow!&lt;br /&gt;I have a mom&lt;br /&gt;as wonderful as you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love you my dearest mommy&lt;br /&gt;Happy Birthday!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-2817724284134167222?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/2817724284134167222/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=2817724284134167222' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/2817724284134167222'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/2817724284134167222'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/12/happy-birthday-dearest-mommy.html' title='Happy Birthday.. Dearest Mommy'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-1091059903961445879</id><published>2007-11-26T22:24:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-11-26T22:45:29.643+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Thought'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Loneliness'/><title type='text'>In search...</title><content type='html'>I can get through the day&lt;br /&gt;but I can't through the intense night&lt;br /&gt;I climb out of bed&lt;br /&gt;stand, alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not knowing where to go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If sleep comes, it comes late&lt;br /&gt;after a lot of twists and turns&lt;br /&gt;morning passes&lt;br /&gt;but the heart has no inclination&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to wake up to the morning rays&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when eyes open they look around&lt;br /&gt;wonder what they'd do now&lt;br /&gt;reluctantly one gets up&lt;br /&gt;again the harsh reality of the day light hits&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and I stand there, alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What is killing me I know not&lt;br /&gt;but something is&lt;br /&gt;of that I am sure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wake up past the rays of morn&lt;br /&gt;and night sees me late&lt;br /&gt;till its almost dawn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;life posses a question&lt;br /&gt;compels you to think&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and thought&lt;br /&gt;fills the hours&lt;br /&gt;fills the moments&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-1091059903961445879?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-2249096559281715839</id><published>2007-08-23T22:15:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:27:00.456+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Motherhood'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Women'/><title type='text'>I'm just not your segment</title><content type='html'>I cook and clean&lt;br /&gt;the whole day&lt;br /&gt;only to be told&lt;br /&gt;I don't work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stay awake&lt;br /&gt;while my husband rests&lt;br /&gt;rocking the baby&lt;br /&gt;calming him to my best&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they say I don't work&lt;br /&gt;those women in high heels&lt;br /&gt;they feel sad for me&lt;br /&gt;confined to my home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they tap away on their laptops&lt;br /&gt;think they are smart&lt;br /&gt;they feel women should now STOP&lt;br /&gt;being a mother or a doting wife&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they say anybody can do&lt;br /&gt;what I can do&lt;br /&gt;I have no special skills&lt;br /&gt;yet they complain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how hard it is to find&lt;br /&gt;someone who can love&lt;br /&gt;someone who is patient&lt;br /&gt;someone who is sacrificing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;isn't it obvious&lt;br /&gt;who lacks the skills?&lt;br /&gt;I don't judge them&lt;br /&gt;so why do they?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They choose a black coat&lt;br /&gt;over a blue and yellow apron&lt;br /&gt;they choose endless reports&lt;br /&gt;while I chose endless nights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we are both women&lt;br /&gt;in our right&lt;br /&gt;we are both strong&lt;br /&gt;in our heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so don't look at me&lt;br /&gt;and feel sad&lt;br /&gt;in your words&lt;br /&gt;I'm just not your segment&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-8456648586202583505</id><published>2007-08-23T01:56:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:29:25.975+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Hope'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Pain'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Faith'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Suicide'/><title type='text'>It's not my right to 'END'</title><content type='html'>I look at myself&lt;br /&gt;in the mirror&lt;br /&gt;I see in me&lt;br /&gt;someone I don't like&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soon I'm hysterically laughing&lt;br /&gt;ha ha ha HA HA HA&lt;br /&gt;and slowly, ever so slowly&lt;br /&gt;my laughter becomes gulps&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gulps of tears&lt;br /&gt;gulps of screams&lt;br /&gt;gulps of desperation&lt;br /&gt;as I tear my face and hair&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I glance up and see the razor&lt;br /&gt;why not?&lt;br /&gt;Why not end it?&lt;br /&gt;I reach out for it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like it's my only savior&lt;br /&gt;I hold it above my wrist&lt;br /&gt;'Do it! Do it!'&lt;br /&gt;chants my sick mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but damn the razor&lt;br /&gt;it's shaking so badly&lt;br /&gt;I slump on the floor&lt;br /&gt;'What a looser, you can't even&lt;br /&gt;kill yourself' my mind mocks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but I didn't do it&lt;br /&gt;I didn't&lt;br /&gt;for I remembered&lt;br /&gt;there is my Lord&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and I would never forsake Him&lt;br /&gt;I will wait for my life to end&lt;br /&gt;but I will never take it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will bear my pain&lt;br /&gt;the loss of my loved one&lt;br /&gt;the nightmares of the dark&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but I will never take my life&lt;br /&gt;for it is not mine&lt;br /&gt;to give&lt;br /&gt;or to end&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-8456648586202583505?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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'gang'&lt;br /&gt;you told me always&lt;br /&gt;"You're intelligent!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You never doubted me&lt;br /&gt;even though I doubted myself&lt;br /&gt;You called me your 'Princess'&lt;br /&gt;and treated me like a queen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as I grew you said you would freeze me&lt;br /&gt;and put me in the showroom&lt;br /&gt;At times you said&lt;br /&gt;you will carry me around in a suitcase&lt;br /&gt;feed me through the holes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I used to laugh and think 'he's mad'&lt;br /&gt;only today I smile&lt;br /&gt;to know I was loved like mad&lt;br /&gt;by my darling papa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love you my daddy&lt;br /&gt;for all the moments in my life&lt;br /&gt;all the moments when you scolded me&lt;br /&gt;showed me the right path&lt;br /&gt;all the moments when I scolded you&lt;br /&gt;and told you to leave me alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for all the moments you were patient with me&lt;br /&gt;for all the times you still opened your arms&lt;br /&gt;when I returned home, defeated and heart broken&lt;br /&gt;for all the times...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For all the times&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-90957112224446815?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/90957112224446815/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=90957112224446815' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/90957112224446815'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/90957112224446815'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/08/thank-you-papa-for-all-times.html' title='Thank you papa, for all the times...'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-116077597943880958</id><published>2007-08-23T01:46:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:38:31.073+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Motherhood'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Gratitude'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>My tiny gift from God</title><content type='html'>I hold her in my arms&lt;br /&gt;and look at her tiny face&lt;br /&gt;she peeps open her eyes&lt;br /&gt;I find my eyes go moist&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hold her close to my heart&lt;br /&gt;and gently feel her cheek&lt;br /&gt;she is so tiny&lt;br /&gt;and so soft&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she blinks&lt;br /&gt;and so does my heart&lt;br /&gt;I play with her fingers&lt;br /&gt;she holds on to them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she doesn't speak yet&lt;br /&gt;but her eyes&lt;br /&gt;and her hands&lt;br /&gt;tell me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she will my little doll&lt;br /&gt;who will soon be walking&lt;br /&gt;and talking&lt;br /&gt;she will be my little monster&lt;br /&gt;who will make me run&lt;br /&gt;helther skelther&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she will be my headache&lt;br /&gt;and make me patrol her room&lt;br /&gt;she will be my support&lt;br /&gt;when I would least expect it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She will adore me&lt;br /&gt;she will trouble me&lt;br /&gt;she will hate me&lt;br /&gt;she will love me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As I hold her close&lt;br /&gt;I feel her heart beside mine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look at her with wonder&lt;br /&gt;for here I finally hold&lt;br /&gt;my darling daughter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;delicate as a flower&lt;br /&gt;lovely as a rainbow&lt;br /&gt;tiny as a sparrow&lt;br /&gt;filling my world&lt;br /&gt;with untold happiness&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-116077597943880958?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/116077597943880958/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=116077597943880958' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/116077597943880958'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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I or Should I not&lt;br /&gt;call you&lt;br /&gt;to say 'Yes'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everytime I take a step forward&lt;br /&gt;My fears hold me back&lt;br /&gt;You wait there patiently&lt;br /&gt;your eyes encouraging me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You promise me not&lt;br /&gt;days without hardships&lt;br /&gt;or petty squabbles&lt;br /&gt;or pillow fights&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You promise me the one thing&lt;br /&gt;I long for my life&lt;br /&gt;friendship&lt;br /&gt;companionship&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am tired of walking&lt;br /&gt;the lanes of this life&lt;br /&gt;alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am tired of sharing myself&lt;br /&gt;with different people&lt;br /&gt;only to start over&lt;br /&gt;once again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes&lt;br /&gt;I truly want to take your hand&lt;br /&gt;and give you myself&lt;br /&gt;and as I take the first step&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wake up from my dream&lt;br /&gt;shaking with fear&lt;br /&gt;with uncertainity&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;will I be a good wife?&lt;br /&gt;will I make you happy?&lt;br /&gt;May be one day&lt;br /&gt;you will get up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and leave me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;May be one day you will say&lt;br /&gt;"You never did enough"&lt;br /&gt;"You deserve more, go, you're free"&lt;br /&gt;"Goodbye"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These thoughts haunt me&lt;br /&gt;and I'm sorry&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry to say&lt;br /&gt;they are more powerful&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;than your silent patient heart&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-9123496214486334844?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/9123496214486334844/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=9123496214486334844' title='0 Comments'/><link 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scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>If not love...</title><content type='html'>If not love,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then let there be madness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if not in company&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then meet me in isolation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if not peace,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then let the torment be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if union is impossible,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then let the desire be.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-599221117185378618?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/599221117185378618/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=599221117185378618' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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type='html'>Today I realised&lt;br /&gt;how much my Lord loves me&lt;br /&gt;He has proetected me&lt;br /&gt;from all the calamities&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me a mother&lt;br /&gt;and a father&lt;br /&gt;and how many times have&lt;br /&gt;I taken them for granted?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me a sister&lt;br /&gt;to play with&lt;br /&gt;who will first think of me&lt;br /&gt;before herself&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and how many times&lt;br /&gt;have i walked passed her&lt;br /&gt;unnoticed?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me clothes&lt;br /&gt;and food&lt;br /&gt;and drink&lt;br /&gt;He gave me chocolate&lt;br /&gt;and ice creams&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me shoes to wear&lt;br /&gt;and how many times&lt;br /&gt;did I nag my mother&lt;br /&gt;on how old they had become?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me love&lt;br /&gt;He gave me friendship&lt;br /&gt;He gave me the Quran Shariff&lt;br /&gt;to be my strenght and guide&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gave me little trials&lt;br /&gt;A little exam to pass&lt;br /&gt;A small task to perform&lt;br /&gt;and how I failed them?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today He showed me&lt;br /&gt;the kind of trials He has given&lt;br /&gt;my other brothers and sisters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Trials of hunger&lt;br /&gt;Trials of death&lt;br /&gt;Trials of poverty&lt;br /&gt;Trials of subgugation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today I can see&lt;br /&gt;how dearly blessed I am&lt;br /&gt;I beg for forgiveness&lt;br /&gt;of all those times&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that I was ungrateful&lt;br /&gt;that I didn't notice&lt;br /&gt;that I didn't realise&lt;br /&gt;of the kindness of my Merciful Lord&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-9080355707458864667?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/9080355707458864667/comments/default' title='Post 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-7498253228177558751</id><published>2007-07-23T15:53:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:48:27.106+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Desire'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fantasy'/><title type='text'>Ahlam Thiama</title><content type='html'>A scent I love so&lt;br /&gt;It fills my heart with joy&lt;br /&gt;It's different&lt;br /&gt;It's unique&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;two words that mean&lt;br /&gt;all things dear to me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is a scent I love&lt;br /&gt;I travel across the Indian Ocean&lt;br /&gt;to buy it from the swahili trader&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how lucky he is to have it near&lt;br /&gt;he leans on it and hardly notices&lt;br /&gt;but that little bottle waits patiently&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;for it's mistress who will come one day&lt;br /&gt;with gentle hands&lt;br /&gt;unwind its cap&lt;br /&gt;and apply its fragrance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on her soft supple hands&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is a scent I love so much&lt;br /&gt;It's waiting for me in that island&lt;br /&gt;many will buy it's brothers and sisters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but it shall be patient&lt;br /&gt;waiting for me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My dear scent&lt;br /&gt;made just for me&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-7498253228177558751?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/7498253228177558751/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=7498253228177558751' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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type='html'>I have a dream&lt;br /&gt;I'm scared of&lt;br /&gt;It's huge and it's big&lt;br /&gt;and I'm so small&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will I be able to reach it?&lt;br /&gt;Will I be able to live it?&lt;br /&gt;It's not easy&lt;br /&gt;for then it would not be worth pursuing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a dream&lt;br /&gt;I am scared of&lt;br /&gt;for it drives me&lt;br /&gt;makes me work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a dream&lt;br /&gt;I am scared of&lt;br /&gt;for it will mean&lt;br /&gt;a lot of sacrifices&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a dream&lt;br /&gt;I am scared of&lt;br /&gt;for it may lead me&lt;br /&gt;to unknown roads&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a dream&lt;br /&gt;do you think&lt;br /&gt;I will be able to complete&lt;br /&gt;or wake up and shrug it off?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-2115155332194576635?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-3639195102269526914</id><published>2007-07-23T15:37:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:51:27.773+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Pain'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Decisions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>Never Again</title><content type='html'>Whether you come&lt;br /&gt;and beg on your knees&lt;br /&gt;I will close my heart&lt;br /&gt;and turn my heel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You think of me&lt;br /&gt;like an option to click&lt;br /&gt;I'm a person&lt;br /&gt;not a commodity to pick&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At every point of time&lt;br /&gt;since I met you&lt;br /&gt;you treated me so&lt;br /&gt;I smiled and forgave&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and took all the pain&lt;br /&gt;you are not to blame&lt;br /&gt;see how I defend you&lt;br /&gt;silly am- oh wait&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you already know right?&lt;br /&gt;I knew it was wrong&lt;br /&gt;wrong wrong wrong&lt;br /&gt;but as usual&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I succumbed to my whims&lt;br /&gt;now go away&lt;br /&gt;leave me alone&lt;br /&gt;I'm tired&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;truly tired this time&lt;br /&gt;I have nothing for you&lt;br /&gt;nothing you need anyways&lt;br /&gt;then why do you even want&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to know where I am&lt;br /&gt;go go go&lt;br /&gt;leave me in peace&lt;br /&gt;for that's all I need&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Peace&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-3639195102269526914?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-3227072134463404128</id><published>2007-06-23T22:13:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:52:12.531+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Parents'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Pain'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>The little bird has fallen</title><content type='html'>I bow my head&lt;br /&gt;sad at my plight&lt;br /&gt;the jihad I want to win&lt;br /&gt;I keep loosing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today I went&lt;br /&gt;and how I went&lt;br /&gt;unprepared&lt;br /&gt;The paper lay infront of me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;doubts poured in&lt;br /&gt;I had not done my practise&lt;br /&gt;what is this or that&lt;br /&gt;or what was it? I asked&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went then&lt;br /&gt;to say I never did&lt;br /&gt;make the report&lt;br /&gt;only to told&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forget it&lt;br /&gt;Didn't I try?&lt;br /&gt;then why again&lt;br /&gt;why again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;do I keeping falling down&lt;br /&gt;I don't want to fall&lt;br /&gt;I want to fly&lt;br /&gt;fly high, fly wide&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yet, again&lt;br /&gt;I fall down&lt;br /&gt;I cry for I don't know how&lt;br /&gt;this broken wing will mend&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;where will I get&lt;br /&gt;those kind gentle words&lt;br /&gt;where will I get&lt;br /&gt;that strong warm arms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;where will I get&lt;br /&gt;those eyes that tell me&lt;br /&gt;"You are going to make it"&lt;br /&gt;"You will make it"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh how, I miss them two&lt;br /&gt;I may have grown&lt;br /&gt;but my heart remains small&lt;br /&gt;I want to be held&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and wrapped in warmth&lt;br /&gt;I want to feel secure&lt;br /&gt;and to feel loved&lt;br /&gt;to see them both&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to hear them both&lt;br /&gt;mom and dad&lt;br /&gt;my strength and courage&lt;br /&gt;far away.. far far away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this tiny bird has fallen&lt;br /&gt;and no one is there&lt;br /&gt;to say 'get up&lt;br /&gt;Its ok to fall'&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-3227072134463404128?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/3227072134463404128/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=3227072134463404128' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/3227072134463404128'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/3227072134463404128'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/06/little-bird-has-fallen.html' title='The little bird has fallen'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-5393553265458919243</id><published>2007-06-23T22:06:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:52:34.054+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Heartbreak'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Decisions'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>Time to look ahead</title><content type='html'>Every time I turn to my side&lt;br /&gt;I hope to find him&lt;br /&gt;yet he has as always&lt;br /&gt;never been there&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This heart is so insane&lt;br /&gt;despite all these&lt;br /&gt;it still waits&lt;br /&gt;for him to catch up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;catch up for what?&lt;br /&gt;to lag behind again?&lt;br /&gt;I stand here with plenty of choices&lt;br /&gt;with the hands of men&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;good and wonderful&lt;br /&gt;offering me their companionship&lt;br /&gt;promising me&lt;br /&gt;a lasting friendship&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look at them&lt;br /&gt;and wonder why&lt;br /&gt;I still look behind&lt;br /&gt;to see if he'll come by&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He has never&lt;br /&gt;and will he ever?&lt;br /&gt;today I regret&lt;br /&gt;giving the power over myself&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to someone&lt;br /&gt;as kind and gentle he may be&lt;br /&gt;yet to give another&lt;br /&gt;the right to hurt... hurts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a feeling one cannot control&lt;br /&gt;for how can how control&lt;br /&gt;their breathing?&lt;br /&gt;or their heart beats?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again I tell myself&lt;br /&gt;It's time to stop&lt;br /&gt;It's time to stop looking behind&lt;br /&gt;and time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;to look ahead&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-5393553265458919243?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/5393553265458919243/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=5393553265458919243' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/5393553265458919243'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/5393553265458919243'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/06/time-to-look-ahead.html' title='Time to look ahead'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-2369151127381919743</id><published>2007-06-18T15:29:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:57:18.682+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Dreams'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Desire'/><title type='text'>Along the path</title><content type='html'>I walked along a path&lt;br /&gt;loving someone with my heart&lt;br /&gt;I at times hoped to find&lt;br /&gt;the same love in his heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All those times I cried&lt;br /&gt;for I realised it never did&lt;br /&gt;and now I have stopped&lt;br /&gt;for no longer can I walk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have no reason to walk&lt;br /&gt;for the love in my heart&lt;br /&gt;has been killed&lt;br /&gt;for I have been told&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have none at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I walked along a path&lt;br /&gt;never thinking of the gain&lt;br /&gt;I gave and gave and gave&lt;br /&gt;only to be told&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I gave none at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No hopes, no dreams I kept&lt;br /&gt;even when a tiny light was lit&lt;br /&gt;I ignored for I realised&lt;br /&gt;it would be blown any time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like the many times&lt;br /&gt;how many times&lt;br /&gt;I do not know&lt;br /&gt;and now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have stopped&lt;br /&gt;to count&lt;br /&gt;this path is leading no where&lt;br /&gt;apart from the occasional shocks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this path is not meant for me&lt;br /&gt;this path does not take me&lt;br /&gt;to where I want to be&lt;br /&gt;this path is not my path&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;along the way I travelled&lt;br /&gt;and now I check my map&lt;br /&gt;my route is about to change.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-2369151127381919743?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/2369151127381919743/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=2369151127381919743' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/2369151127381919743'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/2369151127381919743'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/06/along-path.html' title='Along the path'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-8380768355113155873</id><published>2007-05-02T17:57:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:57:37.436+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Friendship'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Love'/><title type='text'>My Best Friend</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jFx_DkkJLTM/Rj5QliGH3VI/AAAAAAAAADE/xTT0s1wEFCY/s1600-h/Best+Friend.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5061571636948884818" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jFx_DkkJLTM/Rj5QliGH3VI/AAAAAAAAADE/xTT0s1wEFCY/s320/Best+Friend.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Along the path of life&lt;br /&gt;I met a wonderful boy&lt;br /&gt;The first time I saw him&lt;br /&gt;I didn't glance a second time&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he seemed to be a mere boy&lt;br /&gt;studying in his 10th may be&lt;br /&gt;then i asked him if he was from my place&lt;br /&gt;he got all excited, "Oh yes, I am"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and that is how our friendship began&lt;br /&gt;he talked of microbes and experiments&lt;br /&gt;which i found an odd subject to talk on&lt;br /&gt;to a stranger, yet he didnt seem like one at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from there it began&lt;br /&gt;we found out we had similiar views&lt;br /&gt;and not so similiar one also&lt;br /&gt;but a standing respect that held us together&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;days passed into months&lt;br /&gt;and months into years&lt;br /&gt;secrets&lt;br /&gt;past reminences&lt;br /&gt;future aspirations&lt;br /&gt;we shared like little children&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we enjoyed each other's company&lt;br /&gt;and knew we would be friends for lifetime&lt;br /&gt;we even decided to marry our children&lt;br /&gt;without yet finding our own spouse&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This heart always smiles when i think of him&lt;br /&gt;he is such a dear&lt;br /&gt;that he makes everyone laugh&lt;br /&gt;in his own ways, he doesn't know how sweet he is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, along the way&lt;br /&gt;I met my soul mate&lt;br /&gt;and for him does this wise words&lt;br /&gt;come alive and come true&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The most beautiful discovery&lt;br /&gt;true friends make is that&lt;br /&gt;they can grow separately&lt;br /&gt;without growing apart"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though miles apart&lt;br /&gt;in my heart, thou shall never depart.&lt;br /&gt;Keep smiling dear friend&lt;br /&gt;for you are the most wonderful person, I have ever met.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-8380768355113155873?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/8380768355113155873/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=8380768355113155873' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/8380768355113155873'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/8380768355113155873'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/05/my-best-friend.html' title='My Best Friend'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jFx_DkkJLTM/Rj5QliGH3VI/AAAAAAAAADE/xTT0s1wEFCY/s72-c/Best+Friend.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-3446749908896814940</id><published>2007-03-04T15:06:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:58:07.311+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fear'/><title type='text'>Foes and Friends</title><content type='html'>Once again I find myself lost&lt;br /&gt;on the many roads of this world&lt;br /&gt;I told myself a million times&lt;br /&gt;never would I falter from the right road&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yet at every turn I take&lt;br /&gt;There stands the tempting thorns&lt;br /&gt;How crazy am I to walk over them&lt;br /&gt;and then cry over my bleeding feet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Will I never be perfect as I wish?&lt;br /&gt;Do I really have to commit any sin&lt;br /&gt;Does one have to kill someone to be bad?&lt;br /&gt;Isn't just not doing your duty terrible enough?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lost, Restless, Scared have become my friends&lt;br /&gt;My enemies have become my friends&lt;br /&gt;Would that I never went through this&lt;br /&gt;but then how would I appreciate faith, courage and persistance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That is what I want&lt;br /&gt;whom I want&lt;br /&gt;so the next time a few words flow&lt;br /&gt;they shall be for my friends and not enemies&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-3446749908896814940?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-7566597668818588160</id><published>2007-03-04T14:50:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:58:19.654+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fear'/><title type='text'>Fear</title><content type='html'>The day starts with a fear&lt;br /&gt;will I be good today or bad&lt;br /&gt;I try to stop the tear&lt;br /&gt;that makes the soul sad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why a sudden loss of control&lt;br /&gt;the determination drained almost&lt;br /&gt;I wish there was a police patrol&lt;br /&gt;that would monitor my lost&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They say I have become old&lt;br /&gt;to know what I ought to do&lt;br /&gt;yet unknow to them i'm sold&lt;br /&gt;to my impluses, restlessness and so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know am not that bad&lt;br /&gt;but I am not to my very best&lt;br /&gt;It is that constant gap that i dread&lt;br /&gt;for I see the expectations in the rest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The day starts with the fear so known&lt;br /&gt;Will myself again be disowned?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-7566597668818588160?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/7566597668818588160/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=7566597668818588160' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/7566597668818588160'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/7566597668818588160'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2007/03/fear.html' title='Fear'/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-115528735845367387</id><published>2006-08-11T14:27:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:59:06.697+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Musings'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Today is my birthday&lt;br /&gt;I turned twenty five&lt;br /&gt;another year went by&lt;br /&gt;a few smiles, a few tears&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lines on my face have deepen&lt;br /&gt;the loss of a friend&lt;br /&gt;the gain of fame&lt;br /&gt;a new image, a new name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a day closer, to my death&lt;br /&gt;a day away from my birth&lt;br /&gt;amazing isn't it this life of the world&lt;br /&gt;ever mysterious, ever unknown&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;moving ahead,marching ahead&lt;br /&gt;yet unsure, where is my goal&lt;br /&gt;I'm no one great&lt;br /&gt;my name will be lost in a thousand names&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I look to favour from my Lord&lt;br /&gt;may I do as much&lt;br /&gt;to have His kind glance on me&lt;br /&gt;and leave this world victorious as him. Amin.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-115528735845367387?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/115528735845367387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=115528735845367387' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/115528735845367387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/115528735845367387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2006/08/today-is-my-birthday-i-turned-twenty.html' title=''/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30690791.post-115211658842531757</id><published>2006-07-05T20:58:00.000+05:30</published><updated>2007-08-23T22:59:19.423+05:30</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Parents'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4415/1567/1600/IMG_1163.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4415/1567/320/IMG_1163.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I opened my tiny eyes&lt;br /&gt;And saw her smile&lt;br /&gt;And I knew, I never would need to worry in life&lt;br /&gt;She would take care of me&lt;br /&gt;Till my very last breath&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw his smile&lt;br /&gt;And I knew he was in love with me&lt;br /&gt;I played hard to get&lt;br /&gt;But he was always patient with me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They both shouted and scolded&lt;br /&gt;They both encouraged and motivated&lt;br /&gt;They both asked me to get down to earth&lt;br /&gt;They both said I was 'perfect'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No one in this world can love&lt;br /&gt;Like they do&lt;br /&gt;If there is any unconditional love&lt;br /&gt;They define it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love them how much,&lt;br /&gt;I don't know&lt;br /&gt;But I know, that they love me&lt;br /&gt;With everything they have&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sometimes I wonder&lt;br /&gt;Why should they&lt;br /&gt;And they smile and tell you&lt;br /&gt;'Coz you’re mine'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I pray to my Lord today&lt;br /&gt;To keep them happy always&lt;br /&gt;The smile on their face&lt;br /&gt;And happiness in their hearts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the most beautiful gift God has given us&lt;br /&gt;Are parents. &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30690791-115211658842531757?l=poems-alefyah.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/feeds/115211658842531757/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=30690791&amp;postID=115211658842531757' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/115211658842531757'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/30690791/posts/default/115211658842531757'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://poems-alefyah.blogspot.com/2006/07/i-opened-my-tiny-eyes-and-saw-her.html' title=''/><author><name>Blogger</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/13806139387078000729</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
